Satanic Panic In The Attic
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
So this is Julisa, posting what might be the first and last new entry in a long time. And since I'm mainly talking to you guys, I love you three. And miss you, a lot. And haven't called you and in so doing I am a bitch, yes, I know.
So high school isn't as tough as I thought. Maybe. But at least the classes are fairly easy.
Random Updates:
Imma get emo glasses.
Jay is gone from vicinity of me forevermore
Terra + Mitch, then Terra-Mitch, and now Terra + Mitch again
I'm getting my tongue pierced this Saturday. Wish me luck.
My computer should, with luck, be back within weeks, not months.
I still want my place on th... :(
My mp3 player broke again and it wasn't Vicki's fault.
I had to go to a school where I knew no one for exactly one day, then transferred to C.E.C
Confessions:
I miss all of you so much, and I'm scared you're forgetting me and not caring.
Only one little cut since a long long time. Months. Happy.
Food thing bad. People noticing...
All the yucky boys are almost gone from vicinity of me.
I'm finding myself doing homework daily, scaring me lots.
I like Buttons.
Only one person called me the whole two month period of summer. *dead*
....For my phone number, ask Terra. But don't give it out, because mother, unlisted, blah and thing.
Messages to you three.
Vicki, I love and miss you and don't know why I'm doing the not talking thing. I need to see you more and talk more than I do. Call me, please soon.
Jen, I also love you and you are also loved and unforgotten, especially in regards to drugs and underwear and tallness.
Emily, I love/miss you too, and you're beautiful and smart. Though I clearly shouldn't have to say it and you should just know.
Infinite hugs and kisses. If I'm lucky you will all bear witness to the greatness that is a pierced tongue.
<3<3<3<3
Current mood: murderous. Current music: Creepy Crawler- Zombie Girl
Monday, May 22, 2006
Mhm. I'm now soaked with water everywhere.
More talk about how I'm leaving.
More lectures and scolding.
I'm not in a good mood.
Not in the least.
--Signing off now with fury dripping everywhere,
Julisa.
Current mood: Apathetic. I must be emo. Current music: Rasputin- Boney M
--So it was obviously the best weekend ever.
What with the fbaking and all.
I would tell you lots, but I will later.
I have to put in my Livehelp hour and Helplink before fl00f fires my ass.
<3
Current mood: fbaking. Current music: Click.
Tuesday, May 2, 2006
Yes, guys, I thiefed your meme. But no tagging for me. I'm just too lazy.
Ten Things
001
List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will.
002
Don't say who they are or who you're referring to.
003
Never discuss it again.
004
Tag 5 people to do the same.
1. I honestly, really, and truly don't care. At all. And at this point, I don't think I ever will.
2. Sometimes it's hard to describe how much I hate you. And I know you'd die if you knew all the things you did to me unknowingly. That makes me laugh. Hard.
3. Your perception of yourself is honestly screwed royally. And you think mine is too. Just remember that I'm going to win... because you're not turning this into a full blown obsession like I am.
4. Sometimes I'm scared because things between us are so perfect. Sometimes I'm waiting for it to screw up and end. But you're you. Don't let anyone make you otherwise. And it's sad, because I'd pick you before I'd pick anyone else. Even members of my family. That's not even sad, it's kind of sweet really.
5. Sometimes you horrify me, but other times I'll want to ravage you. I don't understand this feeling myself, but I know in my heart that it isn't love, and it never ever will be.
6. You broke me. And you or she or they will never ever know.
7. I wish I could be your idea of perfect. I'm trying as hard as I can. You just wait in the wings until I'm done. But by the time I reach what I want, I won't need you anymore. You'll regret pushing me.
8. I NEVER want to stop.
9. It's time for the old me to die... what, this isn't what you wanted? Too bad. It's already begun.
10. I know you didn't do it now. But I don't care. And you know what? I take pleasure and amusement from your pain.
Yes. I used you. Yes. I liked it. Yes. I'm laughing while you're crying. A million times over.
Current mood: eh. Current music: Fuck Off- The Fuckoffs
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Hey guys. Bad mood. Terra's here. She extends kisses to the lot of you. My mom is back. Ew. Everything is ew.
In short, very pissed off mood.
No, I don't want to explain about it.
Bye now.
<3
ps.--I'm still not able to access TH.
>.<
Current mood:  Ew. Current music: Earshot-Wait
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